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Deb's avatar

I have multi sensory aphantasia. [I do have an internal monologue that never shuts up, but I cannot make myself imagine a sound such as a siren, birds, or my husband’s voice. When I “hear” a song in my head it lacks music and all of the vocals are my own voice. Even in my own head I cannot carry a tune.]

When I experience a flashback of my own trauma, there are no visuals, but there is an intense sense of panic and fear. The intensity is the same as if I was experiencing the event all over again. Even without a visual component, every flashback is devastating and affects my mood and sleep afterwards— usually for weeks on end.

I don’t doubt that if my trauma was caused by merely witnessing something bad then my aphantasia would be protective. That only makes sense. But my trauma was not related to a visual experience. I don’t care to discuss the details online, but I know that even though 50 years have passed, certain seemingly trivial things put me right back into those moments of terror and that panic. Aphantasia may be protective in some/many circumstances, but there are traumas so unspeakably horrific that a blind mind’s eye can’t diminish.

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Ronda Little's avatar

I have total multi sensory aphantasia, and chronic PTSD as well as cPTSD, that is treatment resistant to all trauma based modalities as they require some level of sensory memory recall and/or imagination. Pete Walker explains emotional flashbacks well; our body and nervous system are both back in the trauma, despite not having any sensory clues as to where we are, what is happening, how old we are, etc.

Also, studies show aphantasia does NOT protect against PTSD.

https://aphantasia.com/article/mental-imagery-ptsd-neurodiversity-treatment/?srsltid=AfmBOoqXoO2pU0noH2xqt1EyvRsPklnRCoza_3fLgBoylTJ8URKa_o9r

and

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7308278/

and

https://osf.io/preprints/psyarxiv/kj5d3_v1

and

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-020-65705-7

Here is a thread on reddit that has some anecdata to support these studies

https://www.reddit.com/r/Aphantasia/comments/7zkzbh/ptsd_and_aphantasia/

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